I heard baby's been blacking out.
So this is how you rise above me?
I can't make you out now -
How did I let you have so much of me?
I just want it back.
I just want it back.
Can't you give me that?
I just want it back.
Feels near impossible to navigate these obstacles,
The war is now over yet I still sense danger close.
Shell shock - who knew from Cupid's arrows,
The further we get, the more that this narrows.
Seems an eternity since you've been in the room with me,
But you've been living in my head all along, rent free.
Evicted you from my heart,
Made you turn in the keys,
But as a memory you trespass with the greatest of ease.
So you're just having fun,
And no, you never meant to hurt nobody.
So tell me I'm the one who fucked up,
But when did I become so ugly?
I just want it back.
I just want it back.
I can't give myself that.
But I just want it back.
Gimme that, gimme that, run it back, what is that,
What do you mean, what do I mean?
Gave you pieces of me nobody's seen,
Then you tore me apart at the seams.
Pulling and pulling, unraveling things,
Grabbing and tugging at my heartstrings.
Hardest thing I had to do was let you go,
And when you walked away you took away the most.
Now I'm incomplete, feeling like a ghost,
Running through bodies tryna find a host,
And that ain't me.
And that ain't me.
To try and pull myself together using the anatomy, so eventually,
When you find out what a monster I am don't get mad at me.
You're in my head.
You're in my head.
You're in my head.
You're in my head.
credits
from MOIRA / Paige Beller Split 7",
released June 17, 2022
Written By: MOIRA (Alicia Grodecki, Aaron Hardy and Patrick Hague)
Produced By: MOIRA (Alicia Grodecki, Aaron Hardy and Patrick Hague)
Vocals Performed by: Alicia Grodecki and Valentino Halton
Piano and Synthesizer performed by: Alicia Grodecki
Bass, Synthesizer, and Samples performed by: Aaron Hardy
Drums and Samples performed by: Patrick Hague
Recorded and Mixed by: Aaron Hardy
Mastered by: Mike Montgomery
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